Part 4 New Body: On Route to Healing


I was staying with a friend temporarily after the assault. The morning after she gave me a glass of water and asked if I had heard of the Brock turner case. I hadn't. That case happened a few months before me. She gave me her iPad and I read about the case. 

Finally the tears started. HARD! I cried so hard that It seemed I'd be permanently bug eyed. Everything finally clicked! I was fucking raped! Just like Emily! Except people came to her aid. No one came to mine.

I remember how painfully sad I was. I wanted a new mouth, new face, new anus, new vagina.. new body. 

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